Good morning... Life has been generally quite good. Been settling in at work... But somehow I don't feel like I belong there...Its strange. It doesn't really appeal to me. Take the gig yesterday for example. The moshing was fun but it cannot compare to a good worship... Its bizarre. The bands yesterday were quite good. I reached when "elisebelle's tears" just started. They're an skilled band. Did a lot of emo... Quite impressive but it wasn't anything I haven't seen. Just a combination of a few well-known bands. Going to watch "The Gloria Record" later in the evening...

I'm quite proud of myself... Its been 6 months already. I'm halfway there... Not without its fair share of ups and downs.(Mostly downs... :P) But I thank God that its going to get easier... Still some slip-ups here and there. Its a good thing God always forgives... :) I still contemplate having a relationship again but it doesn't cripple me anymore... Looking forward to see how God is going to provide. Its kinda exciting. But I hafta get it in my head that the end of the covenant does not necessarily mean the start of a new relationship. Everyday I've been asking myself whether I would still want her back. I guess I want her back for what she was. And that, probably is impossible...

Going to church now...